Blastoff Network; checkk it

SOOOO; my uncle is running this website called Blastoff Networkk . it's basically a website where you can chat, shop, listen to music, etc. all in one website without having to go back and forth. you can invite friends too & have them join your network. as my uncle would say it "its like facebook, but better!" If you set up a account, its free & YOU GET PAIDD! yeah, its free money! How? Well, whenever people shop online through blastoff, there is a certain amount of percentage you get money back. For example, if you shop online at target, they have a percentage right next to it like maybe 6%? so how much you or someone else buys from target, you'll get 6% of that purchase back. Okay, honestly im not explain this very well SO theres a video you should definitely check out, it tells you all bout it. but you guys should totally sign up, its FREE with no hidden fee or anything & you get paid! like wtf?! where can you found that at? nowheree! this is a brand new website, so its still being worked on till two more weeks before anyone can start adding friends BUT you can make an account & design your page. You just gotta wait for two weeks before you can start inviting your friends.


heres the sitee:
www.myfreeblastoffaccount.com

& heres my page:
ppl.blastoffnetwork.com/amandak
(its still under construction)

do you even care?

i hate how you dont care, i wish you would care about me a little more than you do now. i dont know if you notice, but i've been giving out signs & seeing if you would question it. but you dont. sometimes i wonder if you even care in the beginning like you said you do. there are soo many moments where i wanna just spill my heart to you because you dont realize how badly your hurting me. right now im in a position where i care, but i really dont anymore. im not going to give my all when i feel your not even giving me half of your effort. i realized that no matter how many times i say whats bothering me, its like you dont do anything about it. i hate sitting here & always feeling insecere. i honesty do not know what to do anymore. theres sooo much going through my head that i can't even explain to you.

COUSIN; i miss you like no other. after finding out where you really are, just made me realize how much you did for me & cared for me. you never let the bad things get me, basically was my protector. i thought you were crazy and being overprotective because i was the baby of the family. always been put up with me & my shit but still been there like you came to downtown to comfort me after the situation from the club. i would never forget it because you hunted those guys like there was no tomorrow for putting their hands on me. i was so caught up in my surroundings i never realized i haven't heard from you for the past year. & after hearing from you, makes me tear up every time i think about it. just the things you said to me hurt me because i know your at a place where danger is everywhere. i just want to protect you & make sure nothing happens to you. i seen the place & just picturing you in there is heart breaking. i didn't want to spend that phone call asking why you in there & how long will it be because i know i wont be hearing from you for a longg time. & no its not the end of the world, but i care about your safety just as much you did for me when you were here back home. you told me to keep moving forward & focus on my dreams because you believe in me that i can make a difference & that i will make you proud. also, to not worry about you because you will be out soon & to stay safe. i honestly didn't know what to say after that. i was just speechless because i know how much you care. we were both holding back tears. well i miss you cousin, everyone misses you. our family gatherings wont be the same till your here, but i know that day will come soon.





goodnight world; more to come .